Just Died

Sometimes it feels
there isnt a me
I look at the mirror
but nothing I can see

The light gets through
as if I am not there
& I dont feel
myself just so bare

I speak to myself
But the me doesnt reply
The voices escape
The self just doesnt comply

Am I still breathing?
or right at the door?
Is it the sky?
Or an invisible floor?

Is it that tunnel
which leads to the other side?
Or is it just me
Who has just died?

Life's Just A Stray

The payer of thanks
Will always escape your lips
As you're void of the feel
When someone loves you

The city of beauty
Is just a wall with designs
Whats underneath is the secret
Is the duality of its kind

The stranger is what you call
Who comes and you leave to die
Stars culdnt be charming
Maybe it was tears from the sky

Yes, nights are your friends
Cuz you can run n hide
The day doesnt shadow your secrets
And never tells the lies

Words you dare not speak
For they are your ugly truth
The wall of laughter is real
And there is no pain inside

Yes you wonder whats right
Thats its you who's being unfair
To the love that comes your way
You kill them in that silent prayer

Yes you should keep up your chin n smile
After all deads dont come back
Enjoy your life to kill again
After all, Life is just a stray!

Are You Happy?

And there you go n smile again
Tell your friends that I was a pain
But you dont say, which I think I may
Is that the killer rides the beauty of life

And they say, its good you left me
They never knew, who was the one who cried
It was me, yes only me
And you danced to the hell in the moonlight

For once again, you've fallen in love
Ready to leave, even before I die
I am surprised, at your soul
Who doesnt have a conscience of guilt

It has been months since you walked away
From the one, you promised to stay
And you are proud, that you are strong
That you can laugh at your life n my death

I wonder when you started this game
Destroying hearts to make your fame
But I know you'll live, at other's count
Its only us who'll finally dismount

I remember you said I am like you
With all innocence and purity so new
But you left with the reasons same
Tell people I am worthless in name

Your friends dont know the sign of me
They love you for what they dont see
But yes, I see, And yes I see
That you'll dance again when I go away

Your city is full of sparkling lights
I live where the light was only you
But you betrayed, to make your way
Who knows how many more be dead

I stayed with you when you were afraid
And hugged you tight all night and day
And came a day, when I was afraid
You ran away, saying I'm not your way

I know you wont come to see me at my grave
Cuz you wont accept its the one you gave to me
A day will come, when I will rise from the dead
And tell the world, meet the source of death

I spent months in tears n fears
But u were not patient to hear
That stay with me, is the least I say
You are so empty, I'm sorry I cudnt see

Yes, I'm sorry I loved you like hell
Yes, I'm sorry I trusted the woman in you
And yes I'm sorry, thought you were full of love
And yes I'm sorry, thought you were the truth

I'll see you from the stars above
And see if you gaze the stars again
And I'd ask you this one question
Are you happy? After leaving him too?

Cheers!

Life's short
am short of breath
So cheers life

& cheers death

Hoti Na Jaroorat

Gar hoti registaan mein baharein
Hoti na jaroorat samandar ki
Gar hoti baarish rukhi hawaon mein
Hoti na jaroorat nagmon ki

Gar dekha hota usne mud kar
Hoti na jaroorat intezaar ki
Gar thama hota usne haath
Hoti na jaroorat agaaz ki

Dhoondhta hai dil humesha usko
Jo dafn hai waqt ke ghere mein
Kaash ki dil ye samajh pata
Wo hai to, lekin bas ankhon mein

Gar hote hum jo aaj na ho sake
Hoti na jaroorat ashkon ki
Gar pyar kiya hota usne bhi

Hoti na jaroorat shabdon ki

Beautiful Lie

They say
you are the best
They love you
all from west

You dance to run
to the nowhere
& never think
about the ones here

You say
someone left you
But I know
it was you

Things you know
you dont know
say to them
The blind show

And they dont know
They're gonna die
Cause you are

a beautiful lie

Run Away

And there's nothing
you left behind
but memories
of broken dreams

I close my eyes
before the tears fall
shut my mouth
before it screams

and you're happy
you're goin to heaven
without me
just, without me

Heaven wont be it
it aint material
its the heaven
you cant see

You ask for love
and run away
leave them dead
and make your way

Dont care for them
you never did
tell the whole word
they had you skid

Whats the smile
on your face
Where do you find yourself
in the race

You write words
on faith n love
You get and burn
the only dove

The world is crazy
for the not you
You hide n lie
for everything new

Where's the woman
in your heart
Or you left her too
worlds apart

And I know 'I Love You'
Is what they'll say
The night will fall
& you'll run away

There

There I saw
you cross the door
between you and me
waited for no more

There you left
for reasons you had
the reasons, which
once made you mad

There I cried
again as a child
Lookin at you
tears, so mild

There you broke
promises my friend
reminded me of
that ugly blend

There I knew
I loved a clone
of the one who once
turned into a stone

There I waited
for years again
For the lovely friend
Down that lane

There I stared
at stars all night
years passed
but saw no light

There I fade
away with time
Want to burn
and sublime

There you dance
in the rain
with your new love
and my old pain

There you sing
the song of love
& I missed you

from stars above

It Wasn't Easy

It wasnt easy
to smile at my grave
still I laugh
& try to be brave

As I dont know
when I'll cross the lane
n the cradle of death

will embrace me again

O Don't

O dont anyone
know the me anymore
I'm not here
to be raped again

Leave, o just leave
if you so wish to
dont get any closer

& leave me in pain

Before I Fade Away

I'll cross the mountain
With you or without you
I'll live this sinful life
With all my innocence

I'll remember the promises
You broke without a glitche
I'll still walk my way
Without ur fake presence

I'll not run away from pain
To save myself & bury others
I'll take it as much as it comes
And overcome it in times

I'll reach the otherside
Alone, if it has to be
I'll carry the heart which beats
Unlike yours which sublimes

I'll be myself all along
Won't change to ur material love
I'll be the man I was
and not what creeps say

I'll take all fire
and never stop fighting
I'll better burn out

before I fade away

Swept Me Away

There flows a river
to the south
Drawin all life
away, just away

There I sat once
across the shore
Watchin it flow
On a sunny day

A flower I saw
Flowin across
Gettin swept away
to the valley

I reached out
to save its soul
to hold its beauty
make it my molly

How foolish was me
The flower got hold
of an ugly stone
Told me to go away

But How cud I?
I had come too far
And the river

just swept me away

Son

Son, I'm sorry
cudnt be where you are
Came all way for you
But now am gone

Son, I'm sorry
Cudnt take u to clouds
Flew all way to hold you
But gone has the dawn

Son, I'm sorry
Cudnt hug u in my arms
Came my arms wide open
But future's already been said

Son, I'm sorry
Cudnt tell u stories of angels
Thought I had one to say
But they're all dead

Son, I'm sorry
Cudnt be your father
Loved ur mother too much
but she left behind a thorn

Son, I'm sorry
Cudnt see you once
Never got a chance

'cause you were never born

Date

There was a time
when I used to date

Been so many years
Since passed those dates

Now I think
whats actually a date

that after 24 hours

changes to another date

I Know

I know the place
Where love comes easy
& I know the way
Where it goes away

I know the time
When you weren't brave
& I know the embrace
Which you never gave

I know the talk
Which you share
& I know he says
Just dont care

I know the child
Who found you
& I know the man
You buried new

I know the faith
Which you got
& I know the heart
Which you shot

I know the life
When it started
& I know the death
When you departed

I know this side
& I know the other
I know you're nowhere

'Cause you aint a lover

Away It Flies

In the dark unseen
A silence unsaid
since time unknown
& a soul undead

Forth I see
the shining light
around the corner
but not so bright

Want to move
Thoughts hold back
Want to hope
In the same knack

Memories still linger
never left my nerve
Betrayed by fate
At every curve

The light calls again
to reincarnate
But its voice sounds
my own mandate

Reach out the corner
the light awaits
to swallow again
the heaven's gates

There I stand
Watching time
Which passed away
But back in rhyme

& Find myself
in the again
Curse myself
the burning rain

Lips, I move
but they dont say
Light I followed
betrayed my way

Love I see
but got no eyes
My heart says all

And away it flies

There He Was

There he was
on the edge
Quiet, silent
& waiting

There he was
on the edge
Smiling, missing
& waiting

There he was
on the edge
hoping, holding
& waiting

There he was
on the edge
searching, looking
& waiting

There he was
on the edge
lonely, mum
& waiting

There came her
on the edge
Smiling, ready
for the waiting

There she pushed
off the edge
Laughing, happy
the waiting

There he fell
off the edge
Died, relaxed

no waiting

Alone

Alone, was the kid
Alone, was he left
Alone, was he in love
Alone, been cleft

Alone, was in dreams
Alone, at height
Alone, was in day
Alone, at night

Alone, was in crowd
Alone, in the hide
Alone, was he born

& Alone, he died

Long

Long lived the child
and for long he loved
Long were his nights
and for long he shoved

Long was the embrace
and for long he hugged
Long she went away
and for long she shrugged

Long were the nights
and for long he cried
Long were the tears
and for long undried

Long was his breath
and for long he held
Long came no one

and for long he's dead

Though

Though time hasnt passed
but I've lived ages in ur arms
though haven't lived the touch
but I'll feel it till my death

though time is the space
but thoughts rule them out
though never held you tite
but always feel your breath

though not sure what it is
but I know where it leads
though not our heaven
but no lesser I guess

though havent seen you
but have caught you in my blink
though I mite cry again
but have nothing to confess

though there aint a future
but got a present for sure
though we may be apart
but have you all my way

though I havent kissed you
but they're just a breath away
though I havent hugged you
but ask my dreams, they'll say

though you're not here
but your soul is all seconds
though I miss you to core
but am glad you do the same

though I cant define the 'us'
but maybe I dont need to
could be love, could be not

but thats just a name

I Am

I'm the reflection
from a distant mirror
which you cant see
from your soul

I'm the insider
from your outside
which you can't hang
on the gallows pole

I'm the truth
from your fate of lies
which you can't judge
on the stand

I'm the life
from your city of dead
which you can't shred

on your own land

Can't Live Without

Some of them are dead
The others, will be

But, I'm still alive

and I shall always be

I've Learned

The care I gave
was a key
to fill my nerve
make me lush

The love I gave
was a key
to rape my soul
make her blush

The time I gave
was a key
to steal it all
from time itself

The me I gave
was a key
to take me away
from myself

I think I'm dumb
to love with passion
I think I'm dumb
to regret the gone

I think I'm dumb
to lose myself
I think I'm dumb
to overcry the sone

I think I'm numb
dont hear anymore
I think I'm numb
dont let tears fall

I think I'm numb
dont want no love
I think I'm numb
dont count on all

I think I'm numb
dont see faces
I think I'm numb
dont want hugs

I think I'm numb
dont regret deceits
I think I'm numb
dont want no lucks

I think I've learned
its wrong to love
who's no woman
who's no innocent

I think I've learned
its wrong to adore
who's no human
who's no decent

I think I've learned
its only mother
who luvs me
for who I am

I think I've learned
its only mother
who knows the me

& here I am

You & Me

Your joy
ain't my joy
Your key
wont open me

Your story
is yours
Do not
study me

Your gutter
stinks of shit
Mine's
Just fed

Your psyche
crosses me
you're
just dead

Your soul
is evil
Mine's
just lost

Your name
sucks 2 core
Mine's just
too frost

Your self
aint me
My self
aint yours

Your destiny
ain't heaven
& mine's

not source

Bullet

I seek the truth
In the fate of lies
Life's too short,
to follow the rules

'Cause the teachers
never followed
what they taught,
Damn those mules

Choices u made
Lies you said
Lives you burnt
They will get back

Blame the mirror
Will reflect the u
Will fry your brains
from the sack

Truth, only truth
and nothing but truth
is what I must see
U cant escape none

It dont matter if
it takes a rose
or the next bullet

from my gun

No One Wins

The game you play
Has the other side
Which plays you
Without a ride

The moment you think
You took it all
It tossed you around
Put you to stroll

No one won
Or lost either
All's illusion

& you're da miser

No One To Mourn

All voices to me
appear the same

Everyone's visible
but not that name

The fragrance of life
died long ago

That breath's still warm
Or maybe not so

All eyes intrude
But no one stays

But she wont leave
My heart says

Sketch many faces
to reach my mate

All fall from the wall
and make me to hate

That innocent smile
I never had

Just for a while
n everything's bad

Wish I cud live alone
n died so unknown

No one wud take my ashes

and no one wud mourn

Cradle Of Filth

The black silver
was on its way
Never knowing
whats gonna be the say

It moved and killed
by its glory of dark
With compassion of filth
the rudeness of spark

The beauty of darkness
ate all the silence
Of the passion of innocence
against the inside violence

They crashed and burned
but the passion survived
The cradle of filth remained

with all but heart deprived

I Laughed Again

There came
the dirty rain
Washed away
the hollow pain

Too fast
for itself
Was slow
for myself

Swapped bads
cleaned the holes
Flushed darkness
hailed the souls

Back from
the long exile
I rested
for a while

Thought again
of dirty her
The bad attempt
the bad spur

I cried
the last cry
Heavy rain
the unseen dry

Called her
the only looser
Called myself
just an amuser

Bid Bye
to dirty past
Got up
and ran fast

Heaven waited
long for me
Alive again
I could see

Journey continued
gone was rain
I laughed

and laughed again

She Said

She said hello
arms wide open

she said come to me
know ur heart's broken

she said she loves me
truly, just so truly

she said be mine
open up freely

she said dont think
'bout the lost fate

she said its ok

to be just another bait!

As We

As we rise
against the storm

holding breadth
against the time

As we succeed
against the failures

Trusting ourselves
not the others

As we cross death
against this life

Cross the line
to the underworld

We realise
we're finally there

Yes, right there

& its always too late

Rise

Rise before
the ashes do

drop before
the soul dies

contemplate
before ur gone

catch the time
before it flies

away

far away

Kiss Me Good-Bye

Piss tested of this
holy war of love

Better dead
than the fuck alive

Breathing in the
25th hour of day

Smelling love
which stinks like hell

Walkin with the
bullet in head

And a 9 inch knife
into the heart

Smiling at the
so very dead friends

Sinning against
the sinnerman

Drifted away
by the goddess of evil

Hacked into by
the butterfly

Surpassing the heaven
and the hell

Back to
this fuckin planet

Relaxing in the graves
waiting for more

To come inside me
from the lonely backyard

& kiss me good bye

to another hell!

Me & Myself

The word doesnt have enough words
to put me into words

The intellect doesnt have enough intellect
to compare me with nerds

The water doesnt have enough water
to wash me away

The light doesnt have enough light
to enlighten my day

The love doesnt have enough love
to keep the faith in me

The hatred doesnt have enough hatred
to take away my power to see

The time doesnt have enough time
to heal all my pain

The nerve doesnt have enough blood
to make its way to my brain

The life doesnt have the life
to give me what I want

The death doesnt have the death
to take me down with the haunt

Its Me, just Me
and no one but Me

I am the creator of myself

and I'm my killer in the sea

Live Death

A life unlived
so very dirty
so very fast
died too young

the beauty gone
long, for long
with the ugly love
never came back

the sun never rose
again nor the moon
wine so friendly
yet no one so close

trauma feels good
smiles scare me
roses are dreams
ghosts are lives

touched you I thought
was so wrong
you were so dead
and so became me

death is what you are
death is what you give
death is what I got

& death is what you'll live

Somethings

The rythm of tears
changed every second
the make of heart
never stayed constant

the pain deep inside
never could vanish
the wound of soul
could never be migrant

is this how youth begins
or is this how it ends
is this how life smiles
or is this how death prevails?

the question is why
n the question is how
an age is lost
the time is now

a life is dead
n a life is born
at expense of something
which, forever is torn

was it my fate
or was it my mistake
was it my destinty
or was it a fake

the time's been reverse
everyday, every moment
dragging back all sadness
and all distant memories

can I reverse it again
no I cannot
can I change the past
no I cannot

can it be added meaning
the chances are rare
can it bring back all
the chances are none

somethings which once gone
are just gone
somethings which once loved
are just loved

somethings which once hated
are just hated too much
somethings which once lost
are just lost

forever ...

The Two Friends

Came from nowhere
Went to undefined
Never could fathom
Where it burnt the mind

Then came the friend
Fast from somewhere
Flashed back to black
And vanished right there

The healer of all
The killer of all
Is the one who held
and made to fall

The mysterious friend
One could never chase
Made you disappear
And set to blaze

What you could melt
What you could freeze
Were very defined
But no, not these

One is the story
Other is the path
n We are the ones
Nude in the bath

Try to stop the one
Other blocks your day
Try to stop the other

One goes away!

Before He Was Born

Time moved constantly
leaving past behind
growing was he
& so was his mind

switching worlds so fast
he dropped so often
had so much to say
but no one w'ld listen

was blind all the time
loved ppl in disguise
each broke his heart
with sheer surprise

ppl came n went
in n out of life
everyone left
with a big strife

memories started to fade
which he thought existed
friends were no more
who once were listed

deep down in his heart
where he's still a child
who dont know this world
full of poison, so mild

he can't tell you
who you are
no one so close
yet, no one so far

his death was pre-written
before the sign of birth
flying without wings
was dragged back to earth

his book finally ends
without a chapter of love
pages left with flames
but no sign of dove

lying with burnt pages
at the corner of shelf
his book fell into the void
never returned to itself

the child never grew
but, innocence never torn
just died alone

before he was born

Strings Of Life

Never was supposed to
But one day I did
Held it in my hand
Nervous mind, shattering feet

Didn't know how it plays
Didn't know how the strings go
Came out on its own
Started so very slow

Music was not in mind
Neither hand, but heart
Out came the tears
For the one, miles apart

Playing the strings of life
On my guitar
Took me back to times
In my old car

Which drove us home
Loving all the way
A few blind kisses
All night, All day

Wish I could play your voice
See music of life again
Be happy in your arms
Get rid of this pain

Why this solitude
Why these strings of life
Left with your memories
Cuts my soul like a knife

I hate to play
This music of love
For you who cant listen
Sitting high above

These strings of life
Are few, just few
How am I gonna play it darling

Alone, without you?

Underneath The Bridge

Underneath the bridge
the death of the born
reverse of promises
a face so black, so torn

The return of deceit
in the most evil form
limits crossing themselves
absolute, away from norm

Dark waters of silence
flowing through the dead
the black curse for you
awaits you on the bed

Something in the way
awaits your soul
to be taken away

to your ashes, your goal

Am Alive

After death
when everything had left
but still to see the worse
am alive

after lost my trust in love
and in the god above
but still to see the truth
am alive

after a life faded away
colors changed to gray
but still to see the black n white
am alive

after assasinated by beauty
in the name of love n duty
but still to take more ashes
am alive

after my whole life n death
lost every moment of breath
but still to see lives dead again

am alive...

Wish

Wish I could die
before i knew
that one fine day
you would leave me

wish i could cry
before i knew
that one fine day
you would betray me

wish i could run away
before i knew
that one fine day
you would hunt me down

wish i was swept away
before i knew
that one fine day
you would set me to frown

wish i could kill myself
before i knew
that one fine day
i would meet you

wish i could slit my throat
before i knew
that one fine day

I'd say, I Love You!

I Fell In Love Again

Running away in madness
I crossed the line
away from the lost love
which could be mine

far from the kingdom of devils
to the land of unknown
ready to loose my identity
& loose everything I've owned

walked towards the shore
to let ocean swallow my soul
open myself to the death
which was never my goal

just before I could reach the end
i found someone in my way
gently looked at my tired face
& held me beofore i was taken away

an innocent face
a killing smile
hands of love
a moment worthwhile

she said, where are you going
cant you see that i am here
to love you and hold you
whenever you think your end is near

i know you're hurt
but so am i
if you can get love from me
why cant i?

i'll be your angel
in the deepest darkest night
i'll give you love
and the strength to fight

cause i'm no different from you
all i want is love
from someone who has lots of it
and fly like a bird in the sky above

I stood like a .. I dunno
as her beauty & words passed me by
kept looking at her so quietly
as tears started to fall from the sky

i think i met life at the end of it
felt my heart but there was no pain
she wept with me & hugged me tight

& Yes, I fell in love again

Avoiding My Own Desire

Desires of life
which I can see
come true to others
but not to me

all called a beauty
seems so far away
all I find is me
in utter dismay

i love many
but never get it back
open my arms to colors
but all i get is black

ppl call me weird
ppl call me weak
ppl laugh at me
and call me a freak

those are the ppl
i love & care
never told them i do
& dont even dare

sitting besides me
they laugh at me & have fun
is there sumone different
no, there's none

sometimes i think i am
falling in love again
but cant take words of deceit
& the unbearable pain

'cause life without love
is better than a faithless heart
the more i get close to someone
the more i try to stay apart

though all i want is love
from the one whom i admire
but all am doing is just

avoiding my own desire

Without You

The times I have lived
without you
are the times
I have died

the moments I have smiled
without you
are the moments
I have cried

the hours I have spent
without you
are the hours
which are still there

the places I have been
without you
are the places
which are nowhere

the children I have missed
without you
are the children
which were never born

the dreams I have seen
without you
are the dreams
which were always torn

the meaning of being loved
without you
is the meaning
I have always missed

the lips in the river of love
without you
are the lips

which've never been kissed

It Seems

The search
for the one
it seems
will never end

the ocean
full of love
it seems
will never spend

the heart
void of happiness
it seems
will never smile

the hope
of survival
it seems
will drown into the nile

the arms
full of care
it seems
will never hold

the world
of reality
it seems
has already been sold

the eyes
of pure innocence
it seems
will never shy

the river
full of deceit
it seems
will no longer be dry

the words
of trust
it seems
are left to some

the moments
full of love
it seems
will never come

the breath
full of life
it seems
will never stay

the kiss
before it comes
it seems

will fade away...

Before All The Eyes Go Blind

The darkness of evils
hailing up in the storm
the chill in the blood
not a drop left warm

the intolerable roar
of the terrible ghost
dining in the skies
raising up the toast

against the planet
that they've destroyed
buried souls to death
vampires they employed

the time is the looser
went against itself
victims are the hearts
hanging dead from the shelf

who should be blamed
for this drift in the air
the prevailing darkness
hiding sun in the glare

is it the faith in lies
or the trust in distrust
or maybe its both
leaving a hole in the crust

eternity seems no far
time is far left behind
need a spirit to save us all

before all the eyes go blind

River Of Deceit

The river of deceit
Pulls me down
Down, o so down
Can't see the sun
Nor make myself rise
To the place I was before
Left is but a surprise

Do I really burn in pain
Or just choose to smile with it
See my death as my life
See lies as truths
Lips of deceit I can't forget
So wanted to kiss them once
But all left now is hatred

In the river of deceit ...

Just You And Me

Far away from the madding crowd
lets find a place for you and me
NO earthly soul to make a sound
no more evil souls to see

A place where we can be us
to love each other night and day
To listen to all we ever wanted to
in the silence without a say

If not this earth, lets go to the moon
in a different world of our own
To stay warm in each other's arms
away from materialism which we've outgrown

Lets stay there once and forever
and watch the stars across the sky
Lets make each moment count
with love in our hearts and spirits high

Yes, darling lets go to the moon
lets make love and float in the sea
Lets stay together from now till eternity

where there's no1 else, just You and Me

I'll Love You Too

Where are the words to say
I'll stay with you
Where are those moments
that'll be more than just a few

Where are the beautiful eyes
full of pure innocence
Where is that heart of gold
without a guilty conscience

Where are the hands
to gently hug me tight
Where is that love
to brighten my darkest night

O where are you my darling
Where are you?
Promise me that you'll love me till eternity

And I promise, I'll love you too

Don't Love You Anymore

You make fun of me
that I love you so much
that I am so dying to be with you
bearing moments of pain as such

That I don't eat at times
to save money to come to you
that I pray to GOD everyday
to show me a day which has something new

That I have gone against my whole world
to give you all the space I can
that I tried everyday to make myself better
to make sure you don't find another man

That I write poems on sadness and love
to vent out all my loneliness
that my each second without you is death
when you take me to the height of madness

But you forgot something sick gurl
that life isn't all about jokes
that you've already lost my trust
in your conscience which is a hoax

Are you a human or just a shame
in the name of being a woman
but time finally has given me an answer
and I see you as just another daemon

Is this how you use every guy
who loves you and kills himself for sure
then let me give you the best compliment possible
that you are nothing but the Sweetest Whore!

And I dont love you anymore

I Talked To The Sun

As I walked through the highway
I saw the setting sun
With its warmth and glowing color
Gently smiling as none

The sky was clear
It was getting dark
But I could hear the silence
As crystal as a spark

Was it just the loneliness
Or the warm embrace of the light
Or maybe both, I wasnt so sure
Sure gave me enough strength to fight

I gently asked the sun
Why is it that you always set?
Isnt is just possible for you
To always shine without regret?

Then he said "My Dear Son"
The other side of the grass is never green
Take a look at the other side
That is more meaningful and is always unseen

The day is for the world
The night is for you
Sit back alone and bring out the best
And show this world something new

'Cause success happends in the deepest darkest night
The pleasure is yours, the happiness is mine
Show this world that you have a gift

And whereever you'll go, I'll be there to make it shine

If

If u can trust yourself
when other loose the same in you
if u can create time
when moments left are just a few

if u can learn to live
without the one who was your life
if u can still smile
while your gentle heart bleeds to knife

if u can keep the faith
when you are heart broken
if u can say the words
which were not spoken

if u can answer yourself
to questions you have in mind
if u can pass through illusions
and refrain from becoming blind

if u can remember the past
and still not get driven away
if u can live the present
and count yourself everyday

if u can be strong
when the world makes you weak
if u can gaze into the sun
from the highest mountain peak

if u can love yourself
when you get hatred from all
if u can keep your ascent
and never let yourself fall

if u can upbeat heaven
when you find urself in hell
if u can find a way
when nothing seems to go well

then you will be at the top one day
and the world at your feet
your success will be unique

and you'll never be a defeat

Gone With The Wind

Gone with the wind
Are the moments of happiness
The joy of being with you
The sense of that tenderness

The lovely moonlight
When I dreamt of you
The times when you touched me
Which were only few

The smile on my face
Each time I saw you
The seconds you missed me
The seconds I missed you too

The 10,000 promises
That you gave to me
Which finally became leaves
And fell from the tree

The dream of that one second
Which never turned into reality
The innocence of our relation
Lost in your mind's duality

Everything has

just gone with the wind...

Before I End Up In Flames

Darling, come rescue me
Before I end up in flames
Hold my hand, take me away
From this life's wicked games

Have been waiting for so long
For you whom I dont know
Come hold me tight
Before I melt like a snow

The time is running out
My soul is eager to fly away
Cover me with your cloud of love
Dont let death take me away

I cant promise you money
But endless love and care
Come ease my pain
Answer my only unaswered prayer

If you are out there listening
Come to me, be my saviour
Give me one reason to live
Stay with me, dont leave me ever

Just hold my hand, take me away
From this life's wicked games
Darling, come rescue me

Before I end up in flames

Someone Like You

The long hours that we talked
Are the ones you don't remember
The promises you made in January
Are the ones you broke in December

The one who held your hand in loneliness
Is the one you left to die
The one who gave you back your smile
Is the one for whom you don't even cry

The beautiful words you used for me
Are the ones you now regret
The time when you couldn't live without me
Is the only time you can easily forget

The 3 words that I so wanted to hear from you
Are the only ones I know you will never say
The rose of love that you got from me
Is the only one you have thrown away

If ever my life was a candle in the wind
You told me you'll cover me come what may
But one fine day the wind did come
You were the first to take your hands away

How could you do this to someone who loved you
If you yourself were ever been in love
Don't ever let someone know what you did
Or they'll loose faith in the GOD above

I wish you are happy wherever you are
In whatever you do, with whomever you live
And if someone really becomes so special for you
I ask you for good, please do not deceive

You were too lucky in this material world
To be loved and taken care of by so many
But before you leave this earth and enter heaven
Ask yourself, have you given them any?

Years have passed and nothing has changed
That pain, that grief still remain, nothing new
And there are times when I say to myself

Wish I never met someone like You

No

No candle light dinner
No moon light dance
No one to love my heart
No one second romance

No patient ears to listen me
No shoulder to cry on
No arms to hold me tight
No one to rely on

No one to wipe off my tears
No one to understand my soul
No one to hold my hand
No one to fill this hole

No kiss when the sun rises
No sweet hug when it sets
No eyes to look into mine
No one to take regrets

No butterfly to give happiness
No flower to stand by me
No meaning of this dead life

Oh God! Just set me free

Would You

Would you remember me
When I am gone
Would you miss me
From this moment on.

Would you feel the same
When he holds your hands
Would you come to search me
When I m lost in the grains of sand.

Would you really smile
When he wipes off your tears
Would you still search for me
To take away all your fears.

Would you think of me
When he says I love you
Would you feel lonely
When oneday I leave you.

Would you share your pains
When he says, share
Would you remember my words
When he says, I care.

Would you hold me tight
When I am crying
Would you come to see me
When I am dying.

Would you miss me
From that moment on
Would you remember me
When I am gone

Would You?

Since

Since you came into my life
Life became beautiful again
Seconds were full of happiness
And I had absolutely no pain.

Since you came into my life
I regained my faith in love
Started trusting trust again
And started to believe in god above.

Since you came into my life
I cherished the most beautiful dreams of my life
Saw my unborn children in your eyes
And was so happy that one day you'll be my wife.

Since you came into my life
I felt at the top of cloud no 9
There was no looking back at my past
And didn't need anything at all 'cause you were mine.

Since you came into my life
There was only happiness I could see
I could push myself beyond the limits
And life started to make sense for me.

And since you left me
The same life is driving me insane
Each second seems killing to me
And the only thing I'm left with is the pain.

And since you left me
I lost the faith in love forever
Trust has left my dictionary of life
And I will believe in god, never.

And since you left me
Those dreams haunt me as a ghost it seems
I miss my children which will never be born
I have no other woman in my life, not even in my dreams.

And since you left me
I find myself in the deepest darkest night
All I can see is my past which has past
You are not with me anymore and I can't even fight.

And since you left me
The pain and suffering has made me to fall
The limit to which seems limitless

And life means to me nothing at all

Disappear

I wake up in the morning all alone
Look around for you but you are missing
I get ready and go to work
To make the world feel that I am still living.

I walk the paths of life all alone
Wishing every second you were with me
People say Hello and I return it with a smile
But the voidness inside me is something no-one can see.

The sun begins to set and I walk to a park
I watch children playing and couples together
Then I see myself sitting on a bench alone
Thinking of all the happiness which I've lost forever.

Then it gets dark and I get back home
I look for your arms to hold me but they don't appear
You were the only light in my life but you left me

And in the darkness even my shadows disappear

I Love You

The blood is running out of my vein
Its looks terrible but I can't feel the pain
My hands have started to shiver
And soon I will leave forever.

The one whom I loved more than life a
Has become nothing but a haunted memory
To whom I asked for all the happiness
Gave me nothing but the worst misery.

Every second when we talked and shared life
Has left me with nothing but a choke
Each and every word that she gave to me
Has just vanished like a smoke.

If only I didn't have a heart
I could have changed my fate
But I had one which is now broken
And now its just too late.

Tears are dripping off my face
Seconds reamaining are just a few
Wish I could tell her once more that

Even today I Love You

Come What May

It was one fine day in a small cafe
We were sitting together side by side
Although the life seemed to move pretty fast
Yet moments for us were as slow as one by a river side.

Looking at the streets you were recalling things
That vanished like a smoke as time went by
Listening to you I tried to figure out
How does really time always find an alibi.

You talked about the most romantic moments of your life
With the one you loved more than just too much
I could see the unfallen tears in your eyes
And wished GOD gave no one moments of pain as such.

You were looking constantly into the streets
Remembering him come your way and gone
Missing every moment of his very presence
Feeling lonely as if there was no way to move on.

I saw you were strong enough to hold your tears
But maybe I was not so I just let them go
Wish I could tell your tears if they were too frozen
Just make your way out and fall like a snow.

Wish I could tell you some things are best forgotten in life
Yet there are beautiful memories that remain
But I just could not tell you all those words
'Cause I am just like you, in intense love and pain.

But as they say that the eyes speak a lot
I saw in your eyes the love for him more than you could ever say
Wished you looked into mine too and see how much I love you

And then I'll tell you come with me and I shall leave you never, Come what May

Cry Me A River

You told me I am your best friend
And promised me that you would leave me never
No matter what situation time might put us into
We were always supposed to walk together.

You gave me love, you gave me hope
And everything that a best friend should
But I couldn't help falling in love with you
There were times when I just wished I could.

Saw a thousand dreams, missed you a million times
Felt you in my nerves, held you in my arms
And while I loved you as much as I could do
Always believed my love won't give me any harms.

But there comes a day when things went wrong
I had to hear words I was never supposed to
You said you had no feelings for me
And I felt like someone a just another who!

Your love for someone so dear
Never allowed you to think about me
And by the time you came over it
I wasn't around n there was someone else you could see.

I saw the dream of my life
With no one else but you and only You
'Cause I believed you had answers to all my questions
And I never ever thought to find someone new.

So, before you move one step ahead
And walk out of the door, without a shiver
Just close your eyes, see my lonely face

Remember my dreams, and cry me a river

For A While

Life often leads us to roads
full of nothing but never-ending miles
We always find more reasons to cry for
than just a few ones to smile.

The road seems like a limitless path
where nothing begins and nothing ends
Its just speaks the story of the people
who walk together as the time spends.

And among the walkers of the path
are two ones who walk too close
Who can't be on the same lane
'Cause of the destinations they chose.

But they still keep on walking and talking
making fun every now and then
They share thoughts, they share dreams
and talk about children, men n women.

Time passed by and they became friends
they miss each other night n day
Then One started to love the Other
but the Other simply just could not say.

As there are more important things in life
for the other 'cause its a She
And now I believe you know who's One
Yes, its nobody else but Me!

One's life is short, seconds are shorter
and these are the seconds I want in few
To feel the pleasure more than the pain
when I touch and loose the morning dew.

So the One says to the Other, come to me, take my hand
take me to heaven by your beautiful smile
And lets make those few seconds count

Where we've met only for a while

Someday

Seconds turn into minutes
Minutes into hours
I am just waiting for the moment
When the time will be ours!
'Cause missing you every second
is a real pain in my heart
But its this pain that drives the pleasure
of being with you even if we are miles apart!

There ain't a single moment
When I don't think of you
There ain't a single night
When I don't dream of you
'Cause every breath I take
comes from every beat of my heart
And that is where you stay my love
which reminds of you on every single start!

But life itself seems to fade away
with growing uncertainties everyday
'Cause we still live in a material world
that keeps us apart in some or the other way.
And though this world full of materialism
Has turned me into a die hard pessimist
But I wouldn't be lying if I told you
Its you who's turning back into an Optimist!

'Cause at the end of the day
The beleif in me still survives
That at some point of you life
You, too, will overcome all your strifes.
You will miss me more in your happy times
than you miss me when you are sad.
And slowly you'll get sure of your feelings
That for so long in your heart you've had!

'Cause I beleive a true love
Never goes unanswered with time
Its just the transition thats troublesome
After which your heart will be mine.
If I spoke to your heart as no one else ever did
And if I really love You more than I can say
Then time and distances will never matter

And you'll be mine someday

One Second

I remember the night
of us together
When the moon was high
as if it wud stay there forever
We quietly sat down
along a far sea-shore
Simply holding each others' hands
and wanted no more
I was looking into ur eyes
as u looked into mine
It seemed as if the time has stopped
to make that beautiful moment divine
When your hair scattered
as the sea breeze blew
My eyes stood still
'cause I got the view
Of the most innocent face
that I ever saw
Thought I'd thank GOD sometime
for its creation without a flaw!
That killing smile
that grin on ur chin
I felt as if
I was completely lost within
The beauty and charm
of ur innocent face and starry eyes
Was a moment of Eternal pleasure
and a moment of surprise
Never did imagine
my love was so beautiful
What I felt that night
I never felt before
We just kept on looking
at each other's face
Without a single word
except waves carrying voices from the shore
You felt shy and turned around
but I asked u to stay
And I wished that the beautiful moment
Could never pass away
Cuz sometimes u dont need to say it
Sometimes u don't need to call
All u need is a second to admit

that ur beautiful eyes said it all

Love Is Sacrifice

Love is not time
That changes every second
But an eternal flame
That grows every moment
As you think about the one
Who means the world to you
Whose absence fills you with emptiness
Until the time you get BLUE!

Its a slowly growin addiction
That you cannot deny
Something so inevitable
Which you can't defy
'Cause its only love
Which adds meaning to life
Neither you can live without it
Nor can you make yourself die!

'Cause you have to stay alive
Even if you are dead inside
TO stand by your love
When the whole world has moved aside
So that you can take away all her pain
NO matter what is the price
'Cause love is, only love, in all its forms

And its about nothing, but sacrifice

Butterfly

A simple word but an in-depth meaning
Well, it seems like I really am dreaming
But NO, it is something this time I know for sure
With a heart full of desires and passions so pure.

Its like a sudden change in all equations of life
One finally gets overwhelmed of his innermost strife
The whole world has changed, as it has never been
The first time in my life, I have seen the unseen!

Cares and worries were always part of my life
They always started with every sunny day
However, now I got something so precious with me
That I no longer care for hurdles in my way!

Oh! I forgot to tell you about the word
That sounds so simple and yet leaves such Deep Impact
"Transition" is what I have gone through my friends
That has kept my splitting world intact!

However there are somethings that never change
No matter how hard one really tries to
So, bear with me my dear friends
If u find a pessimist in the next line or two!

I have a sweet Butterfly in my life
Which always encircles me and cheers me up
The moment she finds me in trouble or sorrow
Quietly comes in my dreams and says "Shut Up!"

But this butterfly has to save the world
To sprinkle happiness and remove all dismay
The harder I try to catch her everytime
The farther she keeps flying away!

And the day this buterfly flies out of reach
Will be the day when this flower dies
No hopes, no dreams, a total void

and no one to listen to its cries

Price

Sometimes I get a feeling
Deep in some corner of my heart
There ain't any end to this world
And absoultely no start.

The world that I see around
Seems nothing more than a mere illusion
The fast I get close to something
The faster everything gets split apart.

What the eyes see and the ears hear
Is exactly what the mind beleives
The one whom I trust the most
Is always the one who first deceives.

I've already lived half of my life
Don't know was the better or the worse
But the bitter truth that I've come along
Makes me feel, its nothing but a Big Curse.

I wasn't born with sorrows or happiness
I hardly knew the role of the dice
But as the dice played me along

I realised, I'mpaying an Unpayable Price

Forever In My Heart

Life fades to gray
Why must I pay
Am I supposed to be the only one
Who is here to stay

Waiting for someone
Who bid me a final good-bye
Who was everything for me
But for whom, I was just another guy!

Is this what you call love
Where feelings reside just for a moment of time
No, I beg to differ
They are something that last a life-time.


No matter what the world says
No matter how difficult it is to beleive
My Love is all eternal
And it shall always be!

I don't say I will forget her
I don't say I won't love her anymore
But the pain that she left behind
Will always remain in my heart's core.

Maybe she was not my destiny
Maybe we were meant to get apart
But I just wanna say once that

She'll remain forever in my heart