I've Learned

The care I gave
was a key
to fill my nerve
make me lush

The love I gave
was a key
to rape my soul
make her blush

The time I gave
was a key
to steal it all
from time itself

The me I gave
was a key
to take me away
from myself

I think I'm dumb
to love with passion
I think I'm dumb
to regret the gone

I think I'm dumb
to lose myself
I think I'm dumb
to overcry the sone

I think I'm numb
dont hear anymore
I think I'm numb
dont let tears fall

I think I'm numb
dont want no love
I think I'm numb
dont count on all

I think I'm numb
dont see faces
I think I'm numb
dont want hugs

I think I'm numb
dont regret deceits
I think I'm numb
dont want no lucks

I think I've learned
its wrong to love
who's no woman
who's no innocent

I think I've learned
its wrong to adore
who's no human
who's no decent

I think I've learned
its only mother
who luvs me
for who I am

I think I've learned
its only mother
who knows the me

& here I am