I Laughed Again

There came
the dirty rain
Washed away
the hollow pain

Too fast
for itself
Was slow
for myself

Swapped bads
cleaned the holes
Flushed darkness
hailed the souls

Back from
the long exile
I rested
for a while

Thought again
of dirty her
The bad attempt
the bad spur

I cried
the last cry
Heavy rain
the unseen dry

Called her
the only looser
Called myself
just an amuser

Bid Bye
to dirty past
Got up
and ran fast

Heaven waited
long for me
Alive again
I could see

Journey continued
gone was rain
I laughed

and laughed again