Expected

Its been years
since my best friend
came to see me
or tried to meet

I thought
that he's been busy
tryin settle down
all on his feet

I looked out
for scraps
& testimonials
all over the place

There were many
for many
but found for me
no space

I wondered
am I taken for granted
'cause after all
maybe I am

and tried
to recall all memories
and whoa
what a damn

Its was me
who's the culprit
who's the uncured
so infected

I never grew up
cause even after
series of lessons
I expected!