The Search

And the search ends

with another start

for form and life

for the me and the you

Beyond the vivid dimension

of imagination & reality

lies the great vase 

of just nothingness

Pouring out  

the poise of soul

into the darkness

of bright sunshine

Flows like dry ice

glows like a mirage

Shows you the way

to the neverland

Urges you to drown

into the river of silhouettes

only to diffuse yourself

with what never existed ...

Dark is as it gets

dark is as it gets

the clock ticks away

slowly as it can

yet consistent

fades away the perception

of whats real

and whats not

dark is as it gets

the clock ticks away

nevertheless faster

and, consistent

grey is what resides

on the outside of inside

and the inside of outside

dark is as it gets

the clock has ticked away

the sands of time

put upside down

hope of a slow reversal

or so as it seems

from where I am

dark is as it gets

the clock ticks away

slowly as it can

yet consistent

fades away the perception

of whats real

and whats not...

Beyond The End

Opened my eyes

into the tunnel

of darkness

A streak of light

came from behind

makes me wanna turn around

but the heart says

sshhh, it's just an illusion

I follow the darkness

against the wall

against the light

no voices, no sound

Bewildered, doubtful

Quiet, so quiet

Can't even hear myself

I reach the other side

Opened the door

People all around

a different light it seems

Children playing, people walking

I smile, I shout out loud

and looking at them, I say

"hello"

I get no response

Children don't listen to me

People don't turn around to say "hi"

I try again, and shout "hey"

Cat caught my tongue!

I see all

but stand there unseen

I listen all

but stand there unheard

when suddenly

a known face from a corner

looks at me and smiles cunningly

I shake with fear

Jaws dropped, he keeps smiling, at me

and looks behind my back

I finally decide

& turn around

only to realize that

I had arrived

from beyond the end ..

Dissolve

Countless days

stood so resolute

time swayed all

written paragraphs

Left was nothing

but a line

of slow reversal

inside the vicious circle ...

The Chase

The one who's always running

can't always be there for you

for their quest is still

surprisingly unknown

The one who's always there

can't always run for you

for their quest is subtle

interestingly grown

The one you think are your own

Never crossed a thousand miles

to let you know

that you mean to them

The one you think is trash

travelled a thousand miles

only to realize again

that you're just the same

People live

& they grow old

They become wise

like a story told

But I pity you

For your useless quest

That ends into solitude

far from the rest

If once in your life

You were honest & steady

Life would have been different

At peace & ready

But you are still running

After the ones who care a damn

And I finally say go ahead

I won't wait 'cause I'm a man

There's 2 kind of people 

in this journey of time

One who you always run after

& the one who is subtle & rhyme

Life goes on my friend

Time waits for none

'Cause in this so called friendship

I'm finally done ...

Lucid

Time to time

they come

& they go away

They laugh at me

make me smile

& then fade away

The present

seems another past

a second later

The past

seems another present

a bit greater

The game of time

plays all day

all night

Glimmer seems

a mirage

another fright

All left

are memories

& a false hope

All alive

is just a concept

like the pope

Nostalgia

seems a word

beyond the vivid

Illusion

is the only thing

so very lucid

The Road To Perdition

The road to perdition
goes all the way without you
its a blank, a void
an intolerable emptiness

its just another road
carrying me to my ruins
my goal, my only goal
if it ain't you with me

stand by me, today
and walk with me tomorrow
see what this road turns into
a journey worth the sorrow

for this road was always
meant to reach my perdition
its you, only you 

who can turn it into

my unexpected salvation

Reflection

Sometimes I am happy

that I am sad

and sad

that I am happy

I flip myself

and find the same

Picture of me

in the mirror

It's just the color

that changes...

Vivid Dimension

Out came you

from a dimension

still undefined

In you will go

to a realm

still unexplored

Here you live

in a world

still unexplained

In a foretime

of future

still ungraceful

The time

before and after

being just another

vivid dimension ...

Wall Of Life

Damped wall

in my room

of dreams

of hopes

Just doesn't seem

to dry up

in sunshine

or clocks ticking

It just rots

more everyday

Gets bigger

every minute

I see patches

of white

and black

as life

The skin

gets loose

wears out

and it falls

I try

to fix it

every while

color it again

In vain goes

the attempt

comes back

only contempt

Wall of life

I see as it dies

Truths I see

as nothing but lies...

Years & Years

Years & years
tried to move on
leaving past behind

Years & years
past came unrolled
back into mind

Years & years
Grew older
silent as statue

Years & years
sanity defied
its own virtue

Years & years
thought beyond
the limits of thought

Years & years
thought itself
became a draught

Years & years
asked God
why I?

Years & years
waited for the time
when I die...