Wall Of Life

Damped wall

in my room

of dreams

of hopes

Just doesn't seem

to dry up

in sunshine

or clocks ticking

It just rots

more everyday

Gets bigger

every minute

I see patches

of white

and black

as life

The skin

gets loose

wears out

and it falls

I try

to fix it

every while

color it again

In vain goes

the attempt

comes back

only contempt

Wall of life

I see as it dies

Truths I see

as nothing but lies...

Years & Years

Years & years
tried to move on
leaving past behind

Years & years
past came unrolled
back into mind

Years & years
Grew older
silent as statue

Years & years
sanity defied
its own virtue

Years & years
thought beyond
the limits of thought

Years & years
thought itself
became a draught

Years & years
asked God
why I?

Years & years
waited for the time
when I die...

Alone In My Bed

I'm in my bed

Alone as it can be

Lost as I always was

Dead as I'll always be

All that started

Came to an end

All that never did

Will never commence

You whom I loved

Waited for me to die

Death was not a gift

Was a compulsion of life

I think about you

Night n day along

Hate myself for that

Dedicated love song

Woman, the you

Is an unexpected surprise

Woman, the you

Is the love's own demise

Gods must be crazy

Created you by flaw

Devils, for sure, are happy

And ignoed by the law

May you lie in bed

Alone as it can be

And live your fuckin life