Ultimate Reality

Confusion still prevails
between the yes and no
The choice maker
is out of choices

The vicious circle
wraps around the invisible
The realm of you and me
lies in a nowhere

The clock still fools me
With a tick tock I can't hold
Stars still smile
at every moment lost

Hope still stays in oxford
Love still a still drill
Touch a fake perception
All just forms of ashes

Mirrors still spy
from the other side
and I fool myself
with a fake smile

Ultimate reality's still
to be born and die
the rest is just
how you lie

The Me

Right outside
is the me
you know so well
oh just so well

that you could
figure out
my every move
every desire

Right inside
lives a parted
so unknown
to my very self

Let me out
if you can
Breathe me in
if you so want to

or dive inside
beyond the waters
and you will find
the real me ...

I Am - II

I'm what the mirrors don't reflect
A topic without subject
A soul which can't resurrect
A life without manifest

A memory without recollect
A story without dialect
The one one who can't object
I am, just a disconnect

Wake Up

Oh I just saw you
slowly sneak out
from the tunnel

You rushed towards
the sea of love
with open eyes

Open heart
arms wide open
ready to take it all

Waves plunge
into your mind
your body, your soul

You want
to grab it all
all at once

Cause thats just
why you escaped
your very own self

and then suddenly
you open your eyes
and find all's gone

You find me
standing next to you
smiling and whispering

Wake up baby
time out
Welcome to the desert!

Too Much

Lived too much
that it was just
too difficult
to die

But died that much
that is is just
too difficult
to live again!

Somethings

Something
is the nothing
that I always wanted

Something was there
but still nothing
to lead me to it

But something
held me back
to think about that nothing

& I asked myself
How could a nothing
be that something!

The something
I always craved for
in all my nothings

For years & years
nothing came
to sedate something

But then nothing
told me something
in a whisper

I am something
thats always there
in all the nothings

& I am the nothing
that u always had
in so many somethings...