Mortality

Go back where you came from
Cause I stand right there
watching you circle life
getting lost everywhere

Turn the page you read already
The lesson's right there
they are all damn same
Just another nightmare

Stop seeking for an answer
There wasnt a question at all
You build them for none
and thats where you fall

Live life to taste death
Thats the only reality
Fly high and fall below
Embrace your mortality ...

Reality Of My Dreams

I can see her face
But cant recognise
I can see her smile
But can recollect it

I can see her in my arms
But cant feel her breath yet
I can see her look at me
But cant reflect it now

I can see her love me
But cant revert in time
I can see her holding me
But cant hold an image

An image, yes an image
Is all I see and listen to
I wait for the reality
of my dreams
to come true...

A Million Things

A million things I am
which are not about me
a million things I'm not
in me all you can see

A million truths I am
which are not about me
a million lies in time
in me all you can see

A million smiles I am
which are not about me
a million laughs I'm not
in me all you can see

A million lives I am
which are not about me
a million faces I'm not
in me all you can see

A million gods I am
which are not about me
a million devils in time
in me all you can see

100 Years

The 100 years
of my life
were the 100 years
of my death

The 100 years
of my hope
were the 100 years
short of breath

I saw it all
come and go away
like a flash of light
in my eye

I learnt it all
& I wasted it
in the hands of time
made it to fly

I was loved
and I was hated
to the core of heart
by all and all

I climbed the steps
to reach the top
Just to ease
my own fall

I laughed a lot
And more I cried
I walked a lot
and I rested

GOD gave me luck
and the bad
He had me stopped
thoroughly tested

I passed and failed
But never stopped
Time made me human
and the dog

And now I rest
at the shore
Waiting for him
in the fog

Am happy
or am I sad?
maybe numb
like my soul

The vivid dreams
are at the end
I see that tunnel
and the mole

I dont regret
passing it at last
After all
I was born to die

But is there a train
in that tunnel
to help me once
and pass it by?

Hey GOD

Hey GOD
lets raise a toast
to the born
and the dead

Hey GOD
lets cite the names
of the ones
to be fed

Hey GOD
lets show'em all
what you really
are inside

Hey GOD
lets make them listen
to the rules
you abide

Hey GOD
lets dance on graves
of ur favorites
of all times

Hey GOD
lets disappear
in the silence
of our chimes

Don't Remember

Dont remember
the last time
I cried out
for love

Dont remember
the last time
I fell from
stars above

Dont remember
the last time
saw my face
into the mirror

Dont remember
the last time
I got afraid
in the terror

Dont remember
the last time
you touched me
on my heart

Dont remember
the last time
you shot me
with the dart

Dont remember
the last time
I saw life
In life

Dont remember
the last time
I cut myself
with the knife

Disconnected

You see me
full of life
from the corner
of your eye

You ask me
the secret to happiness
You ask me
how to fly

But you dont see
I bid good-bye
ago, long ago
with no regrets

Its just how
the pain comes out
easily from
the bottom frets

I walk along
by the side of life
You think I am
resurrected

But I stand far
away from this life
Cause, I am so
disconnected

Tears Dry

I see you
& I see her
killing life
with the lie

You chose to
stay with lies
stay with past
So did I

How can I
move along
leaving you
far behind?

Am your dad
I always was
But you dont picture
this in mind

I will do
what you will do
Cuz your life
is just as mine

Only difference
that exists
is different time
on the line

So, go ahead
my dear child
embrace your past
embrace your cry

I'll follow you
through all this fate
with burning soul
but tears dry

Steady

Out in the smoke
A hazy face
I can see
My reality

It gets deeper
with every puff
or is it just
insanity?

Came from heart
or the hell
is the question
I always seek

Cuz somethings just
dont fade away
worthless is the try
and the leak

Freeze me not
to my death
Cuz I enjoy
the pain already

Give me hope
& break it through
Keep me dead
Keep me steady

Fly

The sun gone
life moved on
but something
still remained

I carry it
everyday
deep down inside
nothing drained

It is my life
or my death
just a word
who decides?

I still cry
I still mourn
over the you
who resides

The road is long
just too long
to end myself
how can I?

Or is it just
my buried soul
all which needs
is to fly!