Virgin Mother Mary

I was hurt
and in pain
you held me
close to your heart

I was lost
in solitude
you took me
to a world apart

I was empty
deep inside
you gave me joy
made me smile

I was cursed
by ruthless devils
you blessed me
ended my exile

I was lonely
in the crowd
you became my friend
and my sweet fairy

I was dead
being alive
you gave me birth
my virgin mother mary

Suicide

Such a waste
is my life
did no good
helped no one

Such a waste
is my soul
burnt her alive
under the sun

Such a waste
are my eyes
Did not see
what came my way

Such a waste
is my heart
made her cry
who brightened my day

Such a waste
is my hand
Could not hold
the one in sorrow

Such a waste
is my today
Cannot give
someone a tomorrow

Such a waste
is my blood
Can not save
someone dying

Such a waste
are my words
Could not stop
someone crying

Such a waste
is my mind
Cannot think
Beyond myself

Such a waste
is my book
hanging close
to the shelf

Such a waste
are my legs
Could not walk
an extra mile

Such a waste
is my sight
Can not see
beyond exile

Such a waste
is my hug
Can not give
a warm hide

Such a waste
is my life
all is left
is Suicide

Cursed

Oh dont
show love to me
am the hatred of life
would break your heart

Oh dont
dare come my way
am the thunder of death
would tear you apart

Oh dont
dare feed me in hunger
am the devil in disguise
would eat you alive

Oh dont
dare be my friend
am the enemy of time
would ditch you & dive

Oh dont
find colors in me
am the colorless soul
would blacken your day

Oh dont
dare hold my hand
am the rider of satan
would take you away

Oh dont
dare be my saviour
am the killer inside
would only give you death

Oh dont
dare speak my name
am the curse of life
till my last breath

The Shadow

I crossed
the boulevard
my shadow
followed me

I walked
the mountains
my shadow
I could see

I swam
the river
my shadow
came along

I went pass
the time
and there
it was gone

I waited
a million years
my shadow
showed no sign

I rested
for a while
one lonely night
sat down to dine

I saw
night had fallen
darkness prevailed
I was feared

I realised
I died long ago
so the shadow
disappeared

If It Was

If it was
the cloud of rain
Why didnt it
ever fall from the sky

If it was
the blossom of flowers
Why didnt it
have any color

If it was
the smile of joy
Why didnt it
leave wrinkles behind

If it was
the ray of hope
Why didnt it
shine in my eye

If it was
the river of love
Why didnt it
sweep me away

If it was
the sound of life
Why didnt it
Reach my ears

If it was
the ocean of fantasy
Why didnt it
Amaze my soul

and if it was
GOD besides me
Why didnt it
take me away!