Did I?

Learnt, did I?
or just pretended
to stay shelled
under the skin

Smiled, did I?
or just wanted
to stay hidden
under the grin

Saw, did I?
or just waited
to come more
through my eyes

Lived, did I?
or just faked
to stay dead
among the lies

Beautiful Fake

Vivid dreams
dry tears
living dead
blaze fears

Stalled heart
blind sight
scared soul
silent night

False kiss
curt embrace
sweet poison
heaven's disgrace

Frozen water
empty lake
faithless love
beautiful fake!

All Things Must Pass

The sands of time
are back in shape
heads high
I leave the pain

Water's unlogged
can walk my way
through the same
dirty lane

Too many tears
dried my soul
a cry is now
just a word

Too many falses
left me numb
All'o them now
are just a herd

I do sitback
at times n linger
those black faces
which still smile

I smile back
at the unforgiven
who killed me
but for a while

As they say
the show goes on
all things must pass
without a shiver

The dark chapter
is in everyone's life
I'm glad, mine drowned
in the dry river ...